| new ljjj |
[Sep. 17th, 2004|12:25 am] |
hey everyone. i got really bored, and i couldnt fall asleep. so i made a new lj.
niftier colors and name, i think at least. but yeah so i friended all ya'll, so friend me back and it will be all cool and stuff.
well.. that's all.
oh wait.. it's caged_gypsy1.
haha see u!!!
Jordan |
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| fo' shizzle... |
[Sep. 14th, 2004|08:36 pm] |
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so really, i just had a ten minute conversation with my dad about the origens of "fo shizzle my nizzle" and such things. Also mentioned was "fo sheezy my neezy." now, all my dad says is stuff with "izzle" at the end.
man... that's killing me. hahaha |
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| it's 10:43 |
[Sep. 13th, 2004|10:43 pm] |
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| | s-i-l-e-n-c-e | ] |
so...
i started out
hating you for it,
but now
i just pity you.
it's amazing how things are so crystal clear
and people STILL don't get it.
self-absorbancy amazes me.
im feeling a little bit of weight off
my shoulders because really
i'm over it.
i did my piece.
it's your turn to care.
quit blaming others and
look within yourself.
you'll find more than u think.
life is too short
to waste it on yourself.
truly, Jordan |
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| survey thing im copying off everyone |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|07:47 pm] |
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| | yellow submarine: the beatles | ] |
sorry, it was more fun than homework
1) Using band names, spell out your name.
Jamiriquia(sp?)
Outcast
Radiohead
Dave Mathews Band
Aerosmith
New Kids on the Block
2) Have you ever had a song written about you? no
3) What song makes you cry? Don't Wanna Miss a Thing: Aerosmith
4) What song makes you happy? Good Day Sunshine: The Beatles
5) HEIGHT: 5'4"
6) HAIR COLOR: brownish blonde type thing
7) EYE COLOR: dark brown
6) PIERCINGS: 2 in each ear
7) TATTOOS: not as of yet
8) WHAT YOU WEARING?: soccer shorts and a tee
9) WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: Eleanor Rigby: The Beatles
10) WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: usual mouth taste??
11) WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: really nice
12) HOW ARE YOU?: tired and not looking forward to hw, but good!!! :-)
13) GET MOTION SICKNESS?: no, i just don't like roller coaster roads.
14) HAVE A BAD HABIT?: sarcasm, being a slob
15) GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: my dad yeah. but sometimes.
16) LIKE TO DRIVE?: yepp
17) BOYFRIEND?: nope
18) GIRLFRIEND?: nope
19) CHILDREN?: not yet, thank god.
20) HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE?: unfortunatley
21) BEEN HURT?: uh huh
22) YOUR GREATEST REGRET?: quitting swimming
23) YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW?: Incubus, Joss Stone, The Beatles
24) IF YOU WERE A CRAYON WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? macaroni and cheese or kelly green
25) WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY? good movies. time well spent with a few good people.
26) WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: hmm... i dunno. want the modest mouse lp.
Seven things in your room:
1) 3 posters + like 18 pictures of Johnny Depp
2) Other posters (Incubus, Coldplay, Passion)
3) Pictures of my buddies
4) My bed
5) a Bathroom
6)Clothes on the floor
7)A futon
Top seven things you say most:
1) *laughing*
2) *something awkward*
3) word
4) awesome
5) fuck
6) douche bag
7) for real
Do You...
Smoke?: nope
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: sometimes when my dad clips out an article and the comics
Pray?: no
Have a Job: yes, teaching kids to swim
Attend Church: nope
Have you ever...
Been in love?: no
Gone skinny dipping?: nope
Had a medical emergency?: nothing in an ambulence
Had surgery?: nope
Swam in the dark? yeah
Been to a Bonfire?: yeah
Got Drunk?: yeah
Ran away from home?: yes
Played strip poker?: nah
Gotten beaten up?: not beaten up but like pushed. haha
Beaten someone up?: not beaten up but pushed (but i kicked his ass)
Been on stage?: yeah
Slept outdoors?: yeah
Pulled an all nighter?: yeah
Been on radio/tv?: not that i know of
Been in a mosh-pit?: yeah
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yeah
Describe your first kiss?: awkward and gross
In the last 24 Hours have you....:
Cried: prolly at some commercial or something... god im a huge loser
Bought something: food?
Gotten sick: nope
Sang: all the time
Been kissed: weird.. haha yes.
Felt stupid: all the time
Talked to an ex: yes... weird
Talked to someone you have a crush on: i dunno
Missed someone: yeah
Hugged someone: yeah |
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| :-) |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|12:27 am] |
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HOORAY FOR LIFE!!!!!!!!! |
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| TGIF |
[Sep. 10th, 2004|11:43 pm] |
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| | dave | ] |
omg tonight was so much FUN! i really loved it. i actually felt like i was an upper classman at High School, yanno? It was a lot of fun. I hung out with some awesome people and I was glad for that. It was like people I see in school but never hang out with outside of school. Hopefully I will be able to do it again. I love Dahlia and Krista. They make me laugh and are so just awesome. I love them
I really had so much fun tonight. I'm in such a good mood. So fun.
Jplanning tomorrow! woot woot!!! |
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| my hands are black and blue |
[Sep. 5th, 2004|10:20 pm] |
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| |  blah | ] |
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| | jamie cullum | ] |
but that's okay.
buy the jamie cullum album if u like good music.
honeslty tho, i really feel like i have a lot to say...
but no one who cares or takes me seriously enough to listen.
im really in like an idle state right now.
i really am just not enthusiastic about things...
blah.
but i'm looking forward to a better future. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 3rd, 2004|11:24 pm] |
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| | weeeeeeeeeezer | ] |
today was a very good day!! yippee.
school isn't so horrible as of RIGHT now.
woot woot.
and IM SO EXCITED FOR JPLANNING! woooooo |
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| exactly.... |
[Aug. 31st, 2004|08:30 pm] |
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"In a way, to be indifferent to that suffering is what makes the human being inhuman. Indifference, after all, is more dangerous than anger and hatred. Anger can at times be creative. One writes a great poem, a great symphony, one does something special for the sake of humanity because one is angry at the injustice that one witnesses. But indifference is never creative. Even hatred at times may elicit a response. You fight it. You denounce it. You disarm it. Indifference elicits no response. Indifference is not a response.
Indifference is not a beginning, it is an end. And, therefore, indifference is always the friend of the enemy, for it benefits the aggressor -- never his victim, whose pain is magnified when he or she feels forgotten. The political prisoner in his cell, the hungry children, the homeless refugees -- not to respond to their plight, not to relieve their solitude by offering them a spark of hope is to exile them from human memory. And in denying their humanity we betray our own.
Indifference, then, is not only a sin, it is a punishment. And this is one of the most important lessons of this outgoing century's wide-ranging experiments in good and evil."
--Elie Wiesel |
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| it's a school night.. WHAT? |
[Aug. 29th, 2004|10:58 pm] |
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| | joss stone-super duper love | ] |
goodbye summer.
there really isn't anything going on that's new. so i will recap things that ive said already.
-this year is going to be... interesting.
-i hate school.
-being alone sucks, esp. for 3 hours by yourself at the mall(but i saw greg.)
-and i forget other stuff.
tomorrow is the 5 year aniversary of me knowing Chris Grant. that's awesome. i love that kid.
oh yeah... the other one was:
-not being the age i am thought to be.
but... im actually in a pretty good mood right now, which is cool. i liked reading those speeches for AP Lang.
woot woot.
hooray for school? ew yuck.
im just rambling so, goodnight kiddies. |
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| This is MY LIFE: |
[Aug. 26th, 2004|12:21 am] |
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Love Song For No One
Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it
I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one
I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?
I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
You'll be so good
You'll be so good for me
-Jordan |
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| "brilliance is a lonely path" |
[Aug. 24th, 2004|12:22 am] |
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| | daughters-john mayer | ] |
so home alone again tonight. i really shouldnt even carry a cell phone. no one ever calls.
so i finally set myself on a topic for the screenplay ive been wanting to write for sometime. i've been having a lot of ideas lately, but it's so hard to put into words all the different pictures in my mind. i wish i could like hook up a machine so that people could see what i was seeing and then someone could write it for me. and then i could just direct it. that would be cool.
i mean like, im beyong obsessed with movies, it would be an ideal profession for me, but what makes me different from all the other millions of kids wanting to do the same thing? all i have are the ideas and pictures in my head, no experience under my belt.
i think one of my biggest problems right now is that i have too high expectations for everything and everyone--(meaning when it all comes down to it, often times, i get let down, but i guess that's partly my fault,huh?). i have all these ideas and dreams and daydreams, hopes... whatever you wanna call it. and they all are things that can happen, and probably will, but they will never live up to what i have pictured inside my head. maybe i lack the determination to get it there. i don't know.
things just aren't going the way.... i'd hoped.
this year should be interesting, and eye opening. i'll see who sticks with me... and who doesn't. here's hoping to an okay school year.
-Jordan |
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| LXG |
[Aug. 23rd, 2004|01:32 am] |
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| | john mayer- comfortable | ] |
i'm honestly really tired of bullshit.
i'm tired of being second best,
overlooked,
unpreferred,
ignored,
forgotten.
i'm just tired. |
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| good morning, today is... |
[Aug. 21st, 2004|12:20 am] |
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| |  mellow | ] |
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| | josh kelley | ] |
so today was full of awesome. i had a really, really good DAY (not night). but my day was awesome. let's recap shall we?
so i woke up, and i went to work with Vlad who's a cool kid. But the kids were annoying. but whatever, it's money. so then i leave work. and i go to the traville deli to get some bagels and they were realllyyy good. and i turn on the tv and Dawson's Creek is on! SO good. and then i know that Saved by the Bell is on... but today, it was THE COLLEGE YEARS!!!! it was the one RIGHT before Zack and Kelly's wedding. Like when they are planning it... and Lisa comes back and Slater is Zack's friend again. Omg, it was soooo exciting. I enjoyed myself alot.
So, obviously, i had to wait till that was over to go pick up kathleen. and so i pick her up to go to lunch and she was like.. well, where do u want to go? and i was like, whatever, i mean like we can go to bethesda or anywhere. so yepp! we went to bethesda! went to cafe deluxe. i was sooo proud of myself, i got to exactly where i wanted to be, and it worked out AWESOMELY even with the stupid one way streets! it was awesome. so then i had to go pick up my dad's orthodics in gaithersburg so we went all the way over there. and my dad's pediatrist's name is dr. FOOTer. hahahaha. that's AWESOME. so then i need to go home to go get the coins i forgot on my way out, so that i could get 22 dollars in cash from coins. so, im not allowed to have passengers in my car, so kathleen hides in my trunk and i put the little like shade over her. it was seriously SO funny. it was awesome. i enjoy kathleen so much. i love her, alot.(we had the BEST conversation all day and at lunch, it was refreshing)
so then we're on our way to the bank and we see stef and jamie driving and they turn around and start to follow us, without us knowing but in any case, kath calls them and they meet us at fallsgrove because kath and i wanted to go see boys at the soccer play day, but we didnt wanna be douchebags and only go the 2 of us. so jamie and stef hop in and we blast Ashlee Simpson for the ENTIRE car ride. just pieces, shadow and u make me wanna "la-la." it was so much fun. it was exactly like the trailer for "white chicks" minus the convertible. it was awesome.
so we stop at starbucks and there was the HOTTEST guy there ever. he had such a nice voice, it was awesome. but in any case, there's this like tea thing that i wanted, and i forgot the name of it, so like i talked to him about it and he was like oh yeah its the tazo tea or whatever. and he was like it comes in black or passion. and i was like, okay, well which one is better? and he goes "well, do u like it black, or passionate?" haha.. and he gave like a winky look and i was like oh yeah, def. passionate. and then he touched my hand. hahaha. it was awesome. and im going back tomorrow. :-)!!!!
so then we went to the soccer game, saw studner and some other folks and conversed with the wootton kiddies and then drove home. it was awesome. it's what summer is all about.
i have so many other thoughts going through my head, but this entry is too lighthearted to mention them.
goodnight to all and to all a goodnight.
-Jordan |
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| wonderful? |
[Aug. 15th, 2004|12:35 am] |
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so i sat at home all night and watched the olympics.
and it's weird how much things change with an addition of one person. whatever.
uhm.
so i'm gunna be the weird lady with the cats.
truly.
i'm so sore.
i feel like shit.
i'm alone way too often.
and i want to go somewhere else.
i hate liars.
annd...i wish i was a sport
prodigy and could be in the olympics. |
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| to run or not to run? |
[Aug. 13th, 2004|06:43 pm] |
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| | is that thunder? | ] |
so im deciding whether or not i should go run although i do have the stomach flu... but soccer tryouts are tomorrow and ive run a whopping 3 times this summer. woo. uhm yeah, so soccer tryouts are tomorrow and they are going to be weird. i don't understand why im even going. he has the team set already...whatever.
so i threw up for the first time in almost 10 years. on the side of the highway, in a trashcan and on the plane. so cliche. whatever, but it sucked a whole lot. and i still dont feel all that well.
i bought a beta fish. and i named him "don juan de rockville." haha. tis good.
no, i am not looking forward to school. everyone else is like... "i want to go to school so i have something to do." i don't feel like ive gotten a summer, cuz ive had to work. and my check is like 300 dollars off! damnitt
well, i think im going to go attempt to run. ahhhh fuck this!
--Jordan |
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| back for a day(ish) |
[Aug. 6th, 2004|12:21 am] |
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| | franz ferdinand: 40 feet | ] |
so i came back for a day and then i leave for cali tomorrow night. but i have to work in the morning. so things that happened.
i got my license, i was at the beach and it rained everyday cept 2, my brother just got back from brazil and took awesome pictures and brought me stuff, and here's my schedule.
1st Semester:
1. Spanish 5-Cruz
2. AP World-Musgrove
3. Chambers-Ingram
4. Precal-Ruback
5. AP Lang-Hurley
6. Lunch
7. Hon. Chem.-Redman
8. Film Studies-Wall
2nd Semester:
1. Spanish 5-Cruz
2. AP World-Musgrove
3. Chambers-Ingram
4. Precal-Buck
5. Hon. Chem.-Redman
6. Lunch
7. AP Lang.-Evans
8. Soft. Apps.-Brodsky
...and that's all that's happened.
ps. go see the villiage. i love m. night shyamalan. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 30th, 2004|04:18 pm] |
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i'm leaving today for the beach till thrusday and then im leaving again and wont be back till the 12th. so call my cell and stuff. byeee! |
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| twiddle dee |
[Jul. 28th, 2004|12:00 am] |
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| | gipsy kings | ] |
okay, so i read my last journal entry over again, like after i wrote it... wow, my brain skips from one thing to the next really easily. so here we go again!
don't u hate it, when you're younger than the age everyone thinks you are? i hate that! it happened to me today, and it's like, okay, well, is that bad? i mean, i wish i looked the age people think i am... it's like im disappointing them or something. no one ever thinks i'm my age... sucks
and i really need something good/exciting to happen cuz i'm just so bored. i hate having a routine and i do. and it's summer, i def. shouldn't have a routine. poo on that.
that's all i really have to say. only 3 more days of work left! weeeeeee |
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| ring around the rosie |
[Jul. 26th, 2004|08:22 pm] |
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| | childish | ] |
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| | my brother's band, stickbottle bandits | ] |
so, i havnt updated in a really, sorta, long time. basically all i do ever is work. woo. i seriously think i have dropped in age like 7 years. i feel like i'm a big 6-year-old. hanging out with little kids all day, really does affect you. i'm seriously shrinking in maturity level. haha. and when i try to talk to people my own age... it's funny. ahaha. i dunno, i find it amusing. on a good note about work, greg. yeah. greg. he's a cool dude. we have algae in the pool, yummm, and he was like pretending to be "algae monster." wow, that just proves my point. i'm so amused. the moms of the kids in my morning class are sooo cool. one looks exactly like casie's mom and the other ones i talk to about concerts and clubs. it's so cool. i wish they were my mom. plus, they say i'm "the nice teacher" and that's excitting. havn't gotten a complaint about me.. and that's really cool considering all these like rich parents paying way too much so that their kids can learn to swim. i'm proud of myself for that. there's this little kid, ben, whose 2 yrs old and he is seriously the cutest little kid ever. he goes off the diving board with me every day. and he's TWO! that's awesome. sooo cute.
i went to see a cinderella story last night with tina. it was so cute. i wish life was a fairy tale. b/c good always wins over evil. and the girls always find their prince... where's my prince? "someday my prince will come." (go disney) i mean, yeah. the guys we met at the beach... called tala and were like... yeah.. ALL THREE of those girls were "bangin'" i think was what she said scott said. and that' ALL THREE!!!!!!!!! not just TWO. that's so exciting, you have no ideaaa!
i'm excited for life outside of rockville and high school. "don't come back to rockville and waste another year"(go REM). i mean like there is so much out there that i can't wait to experience. oh boy!
i feel weird tho, like i'm not me... maybe i'm changing, but i don't know whether i'm changing for the good or not. maybe i'm too analytical and too quick to jump the gun. but like i feel like i'm in the making for the "weird girl" cuz i spend so much time alone and reading. it's not a bad thing, but it's well i dunno sorta funny. i dunno. i can't figure out if i'm happy right now or not. a lot has changed in the last 3 months. weird. it's crazy how life can change so abruptly. well, "when life gives you lemons, make lemonade." (go anonymous)
i get my license a week from today in salisbury! wee!
I NEED HARRY POTTER! I'M IN HARRY POTTER DENIAL! AHHHH! i want to know magic so bad. god that would be sooo cool!
i'm done rambling.. it's been fun. ha-until next time, my friends!
--Jordan |
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